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i don't miss you

i miss who you were

when you were my magic man

and our days were filled with love

our nights with longing

when there were no fights

and you didn't believe in them

as part of "growth"

you still believed in magic

like i did

and i know i am to blame

i had to give you everything

i couldn't hold anything back

i loved you that much

it was me who planted the seed

oh so many years ago

as part of my gift of self to you

and it grew ... poison

its blooms ... lies

it was ME who did it

this is the thing i live with

night and day

i caused it ... gave you the poison

unknowingly .. innocently ... and in love.

i miss who you were. who we were.
a try at prose.

Cold, late night so long ago
when I was not so strong you know
A pretty man came to me
I never seen eyes so blue
You know, I could not run away it seemed
we'd seen each other in a dream
Seemed like he knew me....he looked right through me....yeah

Winter nights we sang in tune
Played inside the months of moon
"Never think of never..let this spell last forever"
Well, summer lover passed to fall
tried to realize it all
Mama says she's worried..growing up in a hurry

"Come on home, girl" he said with a smile
"I cast my spell of love on you, a woman from a child"
But try to understand...try to understand..
Oh...oh....try, try, try to understand....
He's a magic man....oh....he's got magic hands

Magic Man. /.Heart
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I have just experienced something like this. The details are somewhat different, but the effect is the same.
requishna Nov 27, 2012  Hobbyist

simply beautiful. I feel like I understand you now after reading the comment and the words
That would be awesome ... I don't feel like I got the whole of the pain out of me when it was finished but it's a start! and thank you so very much for the compliment and the comment! :iconthankyouplz4:
requishna Dec 14, 2012  Hobbyist
:rose: You're most welcome. It is best to remember that pain is like a phoenix... it smoulders then burns and leaves one as a pile of ashes... But from those ashes we can be reborn into a person more true to who we want ourselves to be. :huggle:
AlwaysHappys Oct 9, 2012  Professional Artist
Ya i know what this is like
So sad but beautifull. I hope you are well, it will be the fall soon and all that colour will explode into our lives. To lift your heart.
The-WrinklyNinja Jul 22, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Heartfelt words Dear Angel. Some of what you said in that is reminiscent of my own failed relationship.

MY biggest mistake was to love him too much, to show too much how I cared for him and his health, and 'other' conditions.
It seems that the more you care, and love someone, the more likely you are to end up hurt, although the ONLY wrong thing you ever did, was love and care for them.

I feel with you Sweet Angel! :love:
i thank you m'new friend :hug: for as they say, misery, she does love company, eh? .. and i grieve your loss of your lover along side you ... this man, he was my lover, my husband, my friend and, my Master. i wrote this 5 months (actually closer to 6) after he'd left me ... and while it captures something i wanted so badly for him to understand, it doesn't come close to saying what i wanted to say .. i guess what i am trying to say is that i feel it is a fail in the respect that it did not come out as i wished it ... perhaps too many tears have been cried or perhaps i shall never be able to put into words what i have felt ... i have wished so much to hate him and try try try as i might, i simply cannot. but he has walked away as though nothing ever happened. as though i never existed in his life ... he could not even tell me the name of the city he moved to as he left even though it might as well be on the moon from me for he is in germany and i am in the US. this is how complete he wanted the sever to be. so i try to make it through each day w/o crying, though i've failed so far .. but the days have begun to also bring me a few smiles, less the setback of a friend leaving dA that came w/o warning. ... i am a way talky boy and way too forlorn today to make much sense .. let me say, i bleed with thee m'friend .. blessings be on ye :hug:
The-WrinklyNinja Jul 22, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I understand completely! But you are young, you are beautiful, you have a heart and love to share. To share that love, and to live your life anew is so much more important than trying to forget the past. You'll never forget it, you have to accept it, and go forward. Please believe and trust me on that.

You have far more going for you at your young age than I have at 62. Do me a very big favour, eh??? Trust my words and go forwards, and live the life I can no longer even aspire to in practice! For me it's pretty much too late. For you... The world is your oyster, and you are the pearl. Make the very most of all you have going for you.

Much Love and Very Best Wishes to you, Sweet Boy! :love:
i shall mistah ninja .. and thanks muchly for grand hopes and suggestion and dun think it is too late *grumps* it ain't never too late to love and be loved ... *beams* what a beautiful thing to say about the pearl ... a beautiful heart ye have mistah :hug:
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