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  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Rod Zombie
  • Watching: star trek reruns
  • Eating: chili
  • Drinking: bud light
so much is happening so fast around me .. both in the virtual world and in my real time ... amazing how we seem to learn about ourselves our whole lives ... how we grow as people our whole lives ... and how many little pieces of ourselves we leave along the way and how many little pieces of others we gather to fill the little places in ourselves ... love and friendship ... sometimes the line is so blurred ... and sometimes it's so clear ... but worst are the times when the other person doesn't see it the same way you do .. people get hurt and it's sad ... and it's sometimes sad how changing a relationship can change so much of who we are ... it's never worked for me ... well unless it's a new friendship but i think even then, in the beginning, i know it's someone i want more with than just friendship and so the interaction is different from the get go ... it's those times you take a long term friendship and take it to a higher level .. take it to ... love ... and in the end you sit and wonder, was what you shared as lovers worth losing that friend for? ... i ask myself that question almost daily and almost daily my answer to myself changes. to say no means you would give up all of that to go back to the point you were at before you became lovers and that would be hard ... i guess it's like the song "The Dance" -cringes quoting a country song- cuz it sorta just was like that ... anyways ... too much sad ... time for kitty to go out and PLAY!! -prowls 'round looking for ... they know who .. grins-

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